Just had an argument with my hubby..
Think I am getting crazy looking after Princess Leia, 24/7.
I need a BREAK!!!
When we were planning for a baby, we did not think it would be this crazy..
I cannot imagine how the full time mummies do it.. Don't you feel like "strangling" your baby when they cry non stop and when your hubby lets you do all the "shit" job!!!
Suddenly I miss the days at work, when life was certainly easier.
As I complain, I feel miserable and guilty.
My Princess is innocent of all the crimes that I accuse her of. She has rights, she is the way babies are made of.
Sorry my dear.. Mummy is just frustrated that Daddy's not helping.. But Daddy's not to blame either cos he's working 365..
The main culprit, "post pregnancy blues"..
I believe that everyday, there must be someone out there asking themselves, what are they here for and what is the purpose of them being on earth? Some choose to seek their answer spiritually while some just continue to live each day, not bothered to know the answer. Whatever way you choose, there is no right or wrong. While the way I choose, is to keep knowing that I am loved and be strong to walk the journey of life.
Friday, September 15, 2006
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Today as I surf the net as usual, I chance upon a blog which left me reading in tears..
A couple in Taiwan had lost their precious one to HIM..
As a new parent, I could imagine their anguish and lost. I would question why this had to happen.. Why give and then to take it away. Is this some form of punishment or is this all a joke?
Again I learn that life is always full of ups and downs.
Lifes never a bed of roses. We fall and learn to pick ourselves up, some people just fall harder.
But it is people like these who appreciate life better..
A couple in Taiwan had lost their precious one to HIM..
As a new parent, I could imagine their anguish and lost. I would question why this had to happen.. Why give and then to take it away. Is this some form of punishment or is this all a joke?
Again I learn that life is always full of ups and downs.
Lifes never a bed of roses. We fall and learn to pick ourselves up, some people just fall harder.
But it is people like these who appreciate life better..
Monday, September 11, 2006
COMPLETE
September 11..
My birthday..
This year has been exceptionally special for me. I have an additional person in my life to celebrate this day with me, my Princess Leia. I feel complete and blessed. Life has been good to me, I have family and friends that shower me with wishes and love..
This day brings sad memories for some as many have lost their lives terribly to hatred and I will be reminded not to take all these love for granted.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
FINALLY!! after 8 long years,,
finally .. i can't believe how time flies.. it's been 8 years since i coloured my hair to such a light shade. because of my job, coloring of hair is a "no no"..
sometimes i really wonder if dyeing my hair is such a big "hoo ha" to the company.
but it's one of the rules i must abide to in order to keep my job.
i wonder what happened to human rights..
and being pregnant, colouring hair is an even bigger "NO NO"!!
oh well, today i finally did it.. i get to enjoy this priviledge for another at least 5 more mths before i get back to work..
i decided that i should take a step further by colouring it even lighter!! ha ha ha..
i feel wonderful with the new change. it's the easiest way to change the way i look now after putting on so much weight for the pregnancy..
and now the next thing i really have to concentrate will be, how to get rid of those "preggie fats!!
this is going to be "TOUGH"!!
sometimes i really wonder if dyeing my hair is such a big "hoo ha" to the company.
but it's one of the rules i must abide to in order to keep my job.
i wonder what happened to human rights..
and being pregnant, colouring hair is an even bigger "NO NO"!!
oh well, today i finally did it.. i get to enjoy this priviledge for another at least 5 more mths before i get back to work..
i decided that i should take a step further by colouring it even lighter!! ha ha ha..
i feel wonderful with the new change. it's the easiest way to change the way i look now after putting on so much weight for the pregnancy..
and now the next thing i really have to concentrate will be, how to get rid of those "preggie fats!!
this is going to be "TOUGH"!!
Friday, September 08, 2006
10 weeks Old
My little darling is ten weeks and one day old today.
Just like any other baby, she smiles when she is happy, cries when she gets hungry, moody and sleepy.
I can't believe how time seems to pass by so quickly and it seems even faster with a new baby..
Just like any other baby, she smiles when she is happy, cries when she gets hungry, moody and sleepy.
I can't believe how time seems to pass by so quickly and it seems even faster with a new baby..
Starting Out
I was wondering how i should start this blog..
Wat should be my title and wat should i write?
Wat should i share and will anyone really read wat i write?
But does it really matter if anyone reads and care?
I decided that i will still go ahead with doing this..
I remember the days when i was writing diaries. It seems like donkey years ago. When pouring out all your feelings to a book was the "in" thing and now blogging seems to take over the traditional way of pen and paper.
I dedicate this blog to my beloved husband, my pet dog and my Princess Leia, that just came into our life.
I was wondering how i should start this blog..
Wat should be my title and wat should i write?
Wat should i share and will anyone really read wat i write?
But does it really matter if anyone reads and care?
I decided that i will still go ahead with doing this..
I remember the days when i was writing diaries. It seems like donkey years ago. When pouring out all your feelings to a book was the "in" thing and now blogging seems to take over the traditional way of pen and paper.
I dedicate this blog to my beloved husband, my pet dog and my Princess Leia, that just came into our life.
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