First rejection

For the first time in my life, I actually rejected a job offer today.

I am feeling a little wierd cos I had really wanted to join this company but because the timing of the training is not right, I had not much choice but to turn it down.

Though the pay in this company is not that fantastic, I really wanted a change.

Initially I thought, I was going to quit JAL this June and going over to Shanghai to join darling hubby. But there has been a change of plans because I realise that I was not going to like staying there for long term and darling hubby's company does not provide for family members, so it does not make sense to come up our own pocket money to join him there.

Sometimes I am really sorry that we have to be living apart especially when girl is still so young and it is not exactly healthy for the princess to be living without her daddy around her as much as he wants to be.

But everday, I am making a silent prayer to GOD that my little girl will understand this situation.

And that she will be a sensible and sensitive child to know that Daddy and Mummy are doing this for a better future for our family.

The reason why I am hoping to get the new job is also mostly because I can spend more time with girl as it will only require me to work 16-20 days in a month.

The sad thing is the timing of the training is not right. It requires me to be in Hong Kong on 26th May!!!!! But my current contract will only end on 16th June. If I tender my resignation now, I will not be able to collect my bonus gratuity which will leave me $7000 poorer!!!!!!

Haiz.... So for money sake....

"NO CHOICE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!"