Have you ever felt that out of the 365 days in a year, almost 300 days are dreadful days which you wish you never wanna wake up to.

I think for the past 6 months has been the worst days of my life..

I am not joking.. I have hit rock bottom..

I need GOD very very badly.

My Princess is the only reason I am living for right now.

I admit that I did think of letting my journey come to a complete stop..

Loved ones that are reading my blog now must be worried and terrified. But fear not, cos I am still well and alive because I believe there will be miracles and that GOD is with me.

A friend reminded me that our child is solely ours and nobody else in this world, sad to say, can replace a mother's undying love for her children.

It is very contradicting to me after what I have been through for the past few months.
I DO NOT AGREE TOTALLY..

But there is one thing for sure is that my love for my Princess is undying.

Therefore I will continue to battle the hardships and pain in life.
And fend for my child till the day she is independent, till the day when I know she has learnt to walk the journey of love.