Daddy's Home..

I have not been blogging cos Daddy's home and we have been spending time together as a family.
We cherish these precious time together as We have already realised that this was not to be taken for granted.
We are grateful to Lord for this.

Daddy, for the first time in his life, went to church.

Praise Lord.

There were mixed feelings in him as he felt both good and bad.
Bad because this was his first and he just felt ackward I guess.
As when he saw Christians not holding back themselves to Praise and Sing to the Lord.
He actually felt Santanic!!!! Haha..

But he felt really Good afterwards.
That I cannot explain.
Because you have to be there to experience it yourself.

When I first went to church, I felt bad too initially...
For me, it was also ackward.
Then I realised that my feeling bad is also because I was feeling guilty.
Guilty for all my Sins.
But later I felt really Good and Relieved and Thankful.

I thank Lord that despite all the Sins I have commited, He forgives me and is willing to accept me.

But in order to keep that kind of relationship with him, requires a lot of effort.

You will start to question your faith as time goes and you will question Him for whatever Bad things has happened to you and your family.

And most of the time, in fact, all the time, you forget about Him when Good things happen to you.

You take for granted every good thing that has happen.

You will not ask why He is so good to you and you will only ask why He is so bad to you.

Humans are such selfish beings that you break his heart.

Therefore I learn to give thanks for each and every single thing that has happen in my life.

I am learning to give thanks to even bad things.

For whatever that seems bad now, could turn into good.

It could be a lesson well learned that you will not make that kind of mistake again.

I am learning to Pray and I learned that praying keeps you from sinning.

Praying makes me feel closer to Lord.

And
"Dear Lord, I pray that I will keep praying and You will be there when I pray. I thank You for each and every day that You have created for me. I will love You and honor You.
In Jesus name I pray, AMEN"