Confusion

Many a times, I am confused with my blog.

I wonder if this blog is more about me rather than my Princess.

Either way, I blog mostly because I feel that they are feelings that I would like to share.

My Princess has grown so fast and there are times when I read up on some mummies blog, I feel bad.

I feel that I have not done enough to nurture her progress, maximise her potential whenever I can.
Lazy is probably the word to use on me.

Before I come back from each flight, there are tons of ideas and activities that I want to do with her but each time when I come back, I would just laze with her or even spend my time doing my own things.

Like now, while she is napping, I am blogging.

I also would like to hang out with my friends to keep my sanity. But all these actions makes me guilty on the other side of me.

It makes me feel like I am not fully utilising my time with my girl.

I really have problems balancing my feelings and thoughts and I think this would be my goal for the coming year.

I believe every working mother out there struggles with this thought in her and I pledge to do my best in keeping a balance.